goldenseptember

i remember years ago someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love i did, i did and you were strong and i was not my illusion, my mistake i was careless, i forgot i did and now when all is done there is nothing to say you have gone and so effortlessly you have won you can go ahead tell them

 Who's pumped for Maine!?

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts Just gonna stand there And hear me cry But that's alright Because I love The way you lie I love the way you lie

 I don't know where I've been, but it isn't here.

 "And the best part is, before it gets any better, we're headed for a cliff." Trust me, this journal isn't about killing myself, but it's about just worrying about myself. I'm happily alone, for now. When the time comes he'll be there and I'l ruin everything by telling him what I did with the other him, the one I've known way too long, the one that played me. I don't deserve anyone's love and I'm coming to terms with that.